Genre: Young Adult, Thriller, Contemporary, Mystery
A spine-tingling debut about the ultimate game of cat-and-mouse in reverse as a teen struggles to retain hope—and her sanity—while on the run from a cunning and determined killer.
Ruth Carver has always competed like her life depends on it. Ambitious. Tough. Maybe even mean. It’s no wonder people call her Ruthless.
When she wakes up with a concussion in the bed of a moving pickup trick, she realizes she has been entered into a contest she can’t afford to lose.
At a remote, rotting cabin deep in the Blue Ridge Mountains, Ruth’s blindfold comes off and she comes face-to-face with her captor. A man who believes his mission is to punish bad girls like Ruth. A man who has done this six times before.
The other girls were never heard from again, but Ruth won’t go down easy. She escapes into the wilderness, but her hunter is close at her heels. That’s when the real battle begins. That’s when Ruth must decides just how far she’ll go in order to survive.
Back home, they called her Ruthless. They had no idea just how right they were.
I CAN’T SEE. I DON’T
know why I can't see.
I do know I was just dreaming. Running in a white dress
through a field of wildflowers, no less. It was like a commercial for laundry
detergent or tampons or a prescription medication that has death listed as a
possible side effect. The dream is embarrassing, but it’s better than the here
and now. I try to crawl back into the dream, but it won’t have me. Reality
rushes in, faster and faster, chasing the dream away, replacing it with complete
and utter darkness.
I need to open my eyes. I don’t know anything else, but I
know that. I try to open them.
Nothing happens. Just blackness.
Thinking is hard and I know why. Concussion. My fourth one.First two came courtesy of falling off
horses. The third was the result of a PE flag-football game gone awry. I forgot
about the flags, tackled a guy three times my size. His heel cracked against my
forehead, but he didn’t get the touchdown.
Did I fall off Tucker? Somehow that seems wrong, seems
impossible. I look for the memory, knowing it has to be around here somewhere.
Tucker has an abscess in his right front hoof. He’s on stall rest. Did I fall
off another horse? That doesn’t seem right either.
But it seems the most likely. So what next? And why can’t I
Check if anything is broken.
I start with my toes. They wiggle. I can feel them. This is
good. It seems they’re inside boots, so maybe I did fall off a horse. My legs
are oddly stiff, like they’re too heavy to move. I try to bend a knee, but it
isn’t happening. My right arm is a no go. There’s pain there. A lot of pain.
It’s dulled by the concussion, but that arm is a sleeping bear I don’t want to
prod. Luckily, I’m left-handed.
The left arm isn’t hurt, but it also doesn’t want to move.
Not as bad as the legs, though, or the injured right arm. I think this left arm
can get me somewhere.
Time to summon the will to move it.
Take a deep breath. . . .
Dirt falls into my mouth. Not dirt. Manure and shavings, something
spiky. It’s hay. Hay and shavings and manure.
I feel it now, pressing up against my neck and jaw, against
my body and legs. It’s dangerously close to my nose, and it’s why I can’t move.
It’s pressing down on me, pinning me in place.
Adrenaline hits my bloodstream. I fight my left arm free,
dig the muck away from my mouth, and take a swallow of clean air.
Slow your breathing. Slow it down. Do it.
Nothing but air. It’s all I think about for several
minutes. I calm down, and the adrenaline ebbs away. I want to fall back to
sleep. Sleep is soothing. Quiet. Peaceful. There’s a field of wildflowers on
the other side of sleep.
I have to fight the concussion. I need to open my eyes.
Maybe the dirt was pressed against my eyes. Maybe that’s why I couldn’t see.
Hope gives me new energy. I try again, and get nowhere.
Maybe I don’t have eyes anymore.
True fear now. For the first time. My thinking is clear
enough for real, raw, primal fear to sink in. Time to be courageous. Time to
check. But I don’t want to know.
I take my left hand and reach for my eyes. There’s
something weird there, but I don’t know what it is. It’s almost rough. But
there’s definitely blood. Lots and lots of it. Sticky, heavy blood.
I jerk my hand away and strike metal. There’s something
metal above my face.
The fear broadens into something deeper. I am in trouble.
Dear God, I am in trouble. I don’t know what kind of trouble, but I know it’s
bad. Do my parents know? Am I alone?
I try to listen. Dirt muffles my hearing. My ears are
halfway encased in the filth, but it seems like there isn’t anything to hear.
Except a hum. A deep, resonating hum that overwhelms everything.
Concussion. I know you well, old friend. Now kindly get the
hell away from me. You may leave my hearing on your way out.
A wave of nausea crashes over me. I don’t know where I am,
but my best guess is somewhere on the ranch. Possibly under the manure pile.
Was I in a tractor accident? Tractor chores are not my favorite. I lack skills,
to put it mildly. But I won’t let that damn tractor win, so I drag the arena,
push the manure pile back, and do all the things the hired hands do.
Did I flip the tractor?
Should I call for help?
No. Don’t call for help.
Why not call for help?
No. Feels risky somehow.
All right, no. Listen to your gut, my mom always says. And
I do. It usually steers me right.
Okay, now what? How do I figure out where I am? Time for my
left hand to do some exploring. Weird how I’m thinking about my left hand like
it is a separate person from me, a friend I can rely on.
I reach out to touch the metal I felt before. It is a solid
sheet, not far above my head. I trace a diamond-plate pattern with my
fingertips. The farm has two tractors; both are smooth steel all over, except
for the dirty roughness of the bucket. My tractor-accident theory is looking
A few inches later and the metal makes a right-angle turn
away from me—and my hand hits the dirty shavings. Only my head isunderneath this thing. Whatever it is,
it protected me from being smothered to death.
Time to search my left side. Shavings. Manure. Hay. But
then, close beside me, a pole of well-worn wood. I can feel the barely there
ridges of grain in the oak. Pitchfork handle. This definitely feels like a
pitchfork handle. I must be at the ranch. Where is there diamond-plate metal on
the farm? I can’t remember.
My left hand keeps going. The tips of my fingers touch more
metal. This is something different, though. It’s rough and flaky with rust. I
slide my hand along the old steel. It has a soft curve. Like a bowl. But it’s
weird. Like the bowl is sort of shaking. It makes no sense.
I reach out as far as I can, but lose contact with the
metal. Searching higher, my fingers touch metal again. A little hook. Odd. Then
a straightaway of more metal. Then another metal hook. Another straightaway.
I run out of arm. I am small and don’t have much length of
arm to work with. So I trace the hooks and the straightaways back to the thing
that’s like a bowl.
This all feels familiar. Those metal hooks remind me of my
dad tying down a tarp in the bed of his truck.
I am in the bed of a truck!
Why am I in the bed of a truck?
I reach out again for the metal hooks. Something tickles my
Stretching as far as I can go, I feel it in earnest now—the
wind buffeting the skin of my hand. The wind, hard and fast.
This truck is moving.
How can that be? How can I be in a moving truck?
I reach out again, to check if I’m hallucinating. No. It’s
there; that biting, slapping wind is there. This truck is going fast. Then I
feel the hum through my body. The hum in my ears isn’t just concussion. It’s a
combination of engine and vibration. It’s metal movement.
The diamond-plated thing above me must be a truck-bed
toolbox. My head is in the empty space beneath it, protecting me from the
shavings, keeping me alive.
I know where I am now.
I’m in the bed of a fast-moving truck, covered in blood,
buried in filth. My right arm might be broken. I can’t see.
Realization dawns, and I pull my hand in like I touched
Fear slides into my belly as I wait.
Was I seen? Did someone see my hand?
The truck shift gears. It’s slowing down. Quickly.
Carolyn Lee Adams is originally from the Seattle area, breeding ground of serial killers and those who write about them. She attended USC Film School and graduated with a BFA in screenwriting. RUTHLESS (Simon Pulse, Summer 2015) is her first novel. When she isn't exploring the dark side of human nature in her writing, you'll find her on stage as a stand-up comedian. Because those things go together.